3(8) Days

Lately I've been having three kinds of days, and they go in this order.

1) Way too happy and excited about life days
2) Extremely stressed out but faking it with a smile days
3) Shit days

I look forward to day 1, which is unfortunetly always immediately followed by day 2. If I'm feeling strong still, (strong = not on the verge of an emotional and mental breakdown), I may have two day 2s in a row.

Usually not though, lately it's been a steady 1,2,3. And then another 3. And sometimes another.

Then I'll wake up and play some Hilary Duff or The Grates and I'll have another day 1.
Today is a day 3, and yesterday was a day 2. It's hard to predict tomorrow because it's going to be miserable weather outside, but I am getting a new car, I have the day off of work, and I'm going to drink with some friends I haven't seen in a while. If there are drugs at this social gathering it will probably turn into a day 3 and I'll go home to bed.

On another note, 38 days until BC. That's a potential 13 day 1s, 13 day 2s, and MAYBE only 12 Shit Days left... uhh... I don't know how to feel about that. :S